Happii Birthday to you~Vivienne Ng!!!:) {25}

 

happy birthday to you,vien.hope u like th video. =)

actualy i wan post it to fb one loh,but F.A.I.L.E.D!!!ughh!!gekkk seii me jorr!!

anyway,enjoy th video.!!!!:)

爸爸，愿你一路好走。 {24}

2011年8月20日，星期六，凌晨时分，爸爸终于离开了我们。爸爸临走前还一直打他那胀大的肚子，可想而知是多么的疼痛。星期五凌晨12点半我们全部都在睡觉的时候，突然哥哥哭着走进来说爸爸走了，我们就想到他是否看错呢？

过后我们全部都走去爸爸房间去看个清楚，我们还是看不到，为什么？因为爸爸临走的时候也不想让我们看见他痛苦的样子...我们只是看到他背影而已，我们就一直猜测到底有没有呼吸声之类的，可是哥哥垫着脚看着爸爸时候却说爸爸额头转变成白色了。

为了更确定，我们就直接开门一直喊爸...爸.........可是爸爸却没有反应了，那时候的我们就直接的哭出来。

冷静下来后，我们就直接打给那些负责人来安置爸爸的身后事，一些就负责打给亲戚之类的。大概两点多，那些人就帮爸爸化妆换寿衣等，到我帮爸爸扣上寿衣纽扣时候我真的忍不住放声大哭了，因为我真的不舍得。T.T

那天晚上，我几乎都睡不着，脑海里一直环绕着我和爸爸之间相处的温馨画面.....

我们也请了师父帮爸爸打了三天两夜的祭，这几天也睡不好因为要轮流守夜，牺牲了睡眠时间没关系，至少这个是我帮爸爸做的最后的事。

爸爸昨天出殡了，许多亲戚都前来一起送爸爸最后一程，我们还在爸爸工厂逗留了至少5分钟，相信爸爸也觉得很安息，最后一程还可以看到自己生前辛辛苦苦建立的工厂...

爸爸现在的“家”就在rawang 慈园，希望他可以住的安心舒服。

爸，我想告诉你，我孝顺你的时间我真的觉得不够多，我还希望可以孝顺你多几十年，如果时间可以倒流的话，我一定会尽我所能来孝顺你。可是现在我想孝顺你就只能打包一些你生前喜欢吃的东西放在你的牌位前，手拿支香 来说:爸，吃饭啦/爸，吃包啦.........我真的不想那样，加上前两天看着睡在棺木里面的你仿佛是个陌生人般，不会笑，不会说话，脸上就只有那冷冰冰的样子。

老天爷，其实你蛮残忍的，为什么你忍心把爸爸带走？那些做尽坏事的人却让他长命百岁，而爸爸现在的年纪时应该享福时候，你却把他带走了....我真的觉得很不甘心。爸爸生前无烟无酒，却让他得到这种病，这些或许是天意吧。

爸，其实我还有很多很多话想和你说，可是现在也没机会了。爸，你现在过得好吗？你女儿好想你，更不舍得你。你放心吧，我们几个还会照顾妈咪的，你安息吧...T.T

愿下辈子我们还能有缘当父女....

我与爸爸一起庆祝的最后一张生日照片...

永远怀念那一刻....

 

爸，永远怀念你，你是最棒的爸爸！

我以你为傲！

 

 

 

 "珍惜眼前人，不要等到没得见时候才来后悔当初为何不好好珍惜。"

SLEEP MODE ON!!! {23}

sleep....zzZZZZ......

1st time post sleeping photo~haha~:) TIRED!!!
tis few day was so busy,busy and busy.dad was sent to hospital again and 2day peng oon discharge from hospital.plss dun wan let dad suffering again.>.<
and i missed gathering wif my girlsss last fri!long time din meet them edy!!and they had snowflake timee too arhh!!!ughh!!!!>.<


oh yaa!!chinese JULY start from today.HELL's door was OPEN!!be careful when going out.AVOID back late when night.must BE CAREFUL lah!!:)

short post today.

byeeee!!!

next post see yaaa!!!:)

Life is Precious!!!{22}

see th upside pic~
"LIFE IS PRECIOUS && CHERISH THE MOMENTS"
i 'm very agree th sentences above.we should cherish all th moments in our life.last week,my dad was sent to hospital again.well,my dad was safe.god bless.:)
but in th same time,and i heard some news and i cried.but i know cried is useless,keep cherish all th moment.Even though i know th truth,i will live more stronger again!
YEAA,Y.P.S YOU CAN DO IT!!!:)
but i hope th miracle will coming around us.God,do u hear me??:'(



last friday,{22/3/11},me and my B going fren's dad new opening restaurant.RESTORAN HAINAM STEAK HOUSE.Their food is nice,but th service......errr hermm....coz th seafood girl look like keep playing more thn work.-.-'' oh right,i miss their snowflake so much.tis snowflake is th fake one geh~:P 绵绵冰啊！！(￣▽￣) 不是普通的绵啊！！>.< next time i wan try another one!!teehee!!

 

oh yeaa,i like tis picha one loh!!!(^.^)

12.30am,back home and home sweet home!!!

mini post for today,will update soon!!!=)

i think i should keep diet from start now,

coz my B started to complain me jorr!!:'(

omgg!!!!!!O.O

TRANSFOMERS 3!!! {21}

oh right,jz now i watched trasformers 3 wif him!!its an awesome movie!i gave it as full marks out of 5 marks!hehe!tis movie spent 2hrs and ++ minutes.{p/s:sry for 4gt th times,haha!}but i felt tat i spent a long long long long timess in th cinema~haha~watched it until my urine almost come out.-.-''{or chg a word:walao yehh~~almost till kastam edy arhh?!!!}



we finished our moviee at 11.30pm.th started time was 08.40pm.so th time????calculate urself lah!!haha~~
still rmb tat last 2 year i also watched transformers 1 & 2 to "celebrate" my bufday~!haha~now also can said like tat?coz my bufday was ngam ngam over only~:P
th memory of last 2 year was funny lah~!!rush th time,run across th road~~bla blaa~~th aim was only go to watch th movie~haha~-.-''

TRANSFORMERS 3!!!:D

p/s to vivienne :

u should going to see it wif ur boo lah~~hehe~still gt a lot of seat onee~:P

and horr~i read ur blog edy lah~gt touching also lah~but horr~why u wanna post a long time one geh pic lah?th face fatty fatty one~walao yeh~! i cant accept it loh!!

 i prefer u put th last time we capture at full hse tat one loh~i meant u kawaii one leh~tat one also not bad mah~hoiyohh~

i also wanna to fetch u all one lah~but as u know~I DUN GT CAR mah~but i think will gt it asap lah-.-'' i know tat last time when i pass my car test i told u all wanna fetch urs to MCD since N month~:P but i will do it geh!!:DD

and and and,u know wat i work now lah~i bored is normal one loh~-.-'' i also wanna find some thingss to fill up my times one lah~I WILL CONSIDER IT SERIOUSLY.:)

a little post today.

THE END!!!:)

Happii Chinese Birthday to Daddy!!!^^ {20}

yeaa,2day is daddy's chinese bufday nehzz~~so happii bufday to daddy love!!<3
but no present for daddy love~ :'((
but we got heart!!:DD {comfort myself-.-''} i promise tat i will present daddy a gd present!!!must do it!!!


so we had our dinner at teck wah restaurant~~so many food and we cant finished it-.-'' so waste th food lah~>.<
and th price of our dinner costed RM400~wat a "cheaper" price huh?!!!-.-''
"FOOD NO NICE!SERVICE GOOD!TH PRICE BERRY BERRY NICE!!!" Sweat ing..........
i think no next time edy~~-.-'' actually we not going tis restaurant one,but another restaurant was closed it edy.horr sikk horr sikk~>.<



after dinner thn back home!!!:)
thn sing bufday song and cut th cake~:D

baskin robbinsss!!!^.^

th word was wrote by me one loh~~last minute wrote one geh~:P

i know so pretty lah!!haha!!

oh yeaa~celebration was end afterwardss.

although 2day not my bufday,i also have some wishes 2day. 

• hope tat my daddy love can recover soon.god plss bless him!!we need ur bless...:'(
• FU*KING DISEASE!!WE DON'T NEED YOU!!PLS LEAVE US FAR AWAY!!!!:@
• daddy must stay happy and healthy always.coz i know tat daddy is not happy recently...:'( feel so helplessssss............

hope th wish will come true!!!god bless god bless!!!>.<

My birthday [7/7/11] {19}

不好意思呐！迟了一天写部落~因为昨天完全都没有机会动电脑叻！哈哈！:P

7/7/11{Thursday}
当当当当！！今天什么日子？！！就是本小姐我的生日啦！=D
mummy也弄了红鸡蛋给我吃啦~谢谢mummy!!Maksss!!!:P

本来有7个蛋的，还有一个给爸爸吃了！哈哈！

这天我和我的他去了1U shopping啦！2 person' world!!!哈哈~同时我们也吃了我们想吃很久的bar b q plaza啦~不错吃的说了！*一副幸福满满的样子*~~快晒死人啦！！哈哈~:D

饱饱中！哈哈！:DD

After that...shopping again!!haha!!

NEXT!!!NEXT!!NEXT!!!
TUTTI FRUTTI!!!^^

*grape + original + chocolate chipssss* NOT BAD!!:)

our photo...♥♥♥

yummm yummm!!♥Tutti Frutti i like youuu~~!!:D

6.++ 那样我们就回家啦~幸好不是很塞车的状况叻~要不然头昏了！@.@
到了晚餐时间，我们也吃了烧鱼当作我们的晚餐~因为我们俩都不是很饿嘛~呵呵！我们的晚餐是不是很普通叻？！下次dear你要补回更好的给我！ngekk ngekk!!!:DD



at last...
我要谢谢我的朋友们送给我的祝福啦~:) 你们的祝福我收到啦~！！^^

不过最让我感到意外是我dear突然写给我的信息，内容？？？SECRET!!:P
当时的我有被感动到的啦！因为没想到的嘛~:')

dear,虽然你没有给我什么惊喜，
不过我还是觉得很开心啦！
Love you!!!♥

the end!!!^^